| at 9:27 PM
why pepole always asking me about in relation?
always asking the type girl that i want?
why pepole always asking me about love?
the answer just "tah" "xtau"
for me,this teenager much better if we got all this friends.
no need in relation.
bukan skandal ;)
nanti kufur nikmat :p
lebih baik kumpul dan kenal kawan.
:p xderlah hati t'lke or what so ever.
tiada lagi mke ketat :p
just smile but only when i'm bored! fuhh...
but sometimes t'sengih jgak ta sangka lame dah ta b'bini nh!
haha!
tidak mahu!!
sometimes rindu jgak nickname "pacek"babe"mushux"dear"
tapi selalo jgak dgr nickname tuh!
hee..
geli ta?
haha!
malas lah nak semak otak!
trauma pon ta habis lagi kot!
;)
hey,what i do!
where i go!
all on my own.
my money.
my risk!
ta payah kepoh!
what ur try to find just my weekness.
ko tuh dah bagos sgt?
ko buat keje setan aku diam je.
jage kain sendiri sudah!
deal?
family ko pon lebih kurang je palat yer.
nak bgtahu nh.
sayer nh pendendam.
watch out! ;)
find my goodness not my weekness because my weekness is my fault!
paham kan la yer.
saper nak ikot gie genting?
ko dgn skandal ko.
nganga la aku.
nanti kiter settle ;)
bye.
| at 8:41 AM
apehal eh?
apehal eh ble kiter dapat beli sumthing..
ade je orang pandang negatif?
sikit aku tak mintak duit umat tuh or duit mak bapak mereka.
all in my own.
ko jeles?
then angkat la.
xder orang nak halang pon.
aku beli senyap2.
bkan nak menunjuk.
just sajer market kt ms.
tapi xder la sampai nak jeles dgn orang lain sampai ckp bukan2.
aku tgk orang lain punyer barang lagi gempak.
aku koment "leleh la tgk ini barang"
xder pon sampai nak drop2.
jangan main gila la der.
aku ta kacau ko
then ko ta payah kacau aku.
okay?
barang yang aku penah bagi ko xnak ko cakap?
bukan barang cikai la der.
so keep on silent.
okay friend?
looks like i'm going and doing my visa.
amin.
the most fashion country in this planet.
pls wait for me.
amin.
| at 12:20 PM
L-O-V-E
don't want to say much.
if u still love me,want me.
get me back as fast as u can.
because i'm meltdown.
old time,when i'm full gentle trying to close to you back.
what you do?
your response?
now,i want to see what u got.
i'm gonna keep in silent mood.
thanx.
| at 9:28 AM
HARI IBU..
what can i share or i write about mother day?
my words just i miss.
miss and missing.
let me told some story.
i'm still remember when i'm 16.
be a quater master at seremban 2.
got tournament.
and that day i felt that something is not wrong.
and it's was thursday.
i'm been busy with my work then suddenly my teacher make a anouncement.
and he asking a boy with name mohd hafiez.
that's i'm right.
20 minute after that,my cousin pick me up in rush.
i'm asking about my mother.
but she told me get inside the car first.
then she told me my mom already sent at home.
(in b.m lah eh?) ;)
mase tuh,aku just kaku and nothing to say.
hanya berharap cepat lah sampai d'rumah seremban.
terasa sangat pedih nak menunggu setiap lampu isyarat merah.
after about 20 minutes,aku sampai d'rumah.
sebelum kereta berhenti aku dah melompat keluar terus ke pintu rumah.
pada mase tuh,aku nampak ibu dah terbaring d'katil d'ruang tamu rumah.
sekali lagi aku merasa sangat kaku.
only god noe how i feel.
aku rasa yang aku tak percaya berada di situasi ini.
aku hampiri ku.
abi hanya terbaring.
matanya hanya sayu melihat sesuatu.
aku bisik kan d'telinga nya yang aku ada d'sisi nya.
pada masa itu,aku teriak menangis.
ku pelok ibu saudara ku.
mereka tenang kan ku.
tapi tiada kesan d'hati ku..
aku dan adik ku membaca surah yassin.
pada masa itu aku sangat tenang.
aku call bapaku.
dan segera beliau sampai.
pada masa itu,aku sudah mula menerima ketentuan tuhan.
lebih kurang pukul 12 setengah ibu d'bawa k'kampung dengan menaiki van.
aku terdetik sayu apabila orang mengangkat ibu.
sewaktu dalam perjalana ke kampung d'rembau.
aku dapat melihat ibu menarik nafas panjang d'simpang tiga sungai gadut.
dan sekali lagi aku teriak.
menggoncang tubuh ibuku.
tetapi tiada balasan.
aku teriak hanya lebih kurang 5 minit.
dan aku tidak mengerti mengapa aku begitu tenag menghadapi saat ini.
setiba nya d'kampung.
aku rasakan bahawa ibu masih lagi bernyawa.
aku terus teriak kembali memeluk abang saudara ku.
pada saat dalam pelukan.aku merasa sungguh lemah dan tidak bermaya.
abang saudara yang aku sayang hanya meminta aku bertenang.
aku naik ke ruang tamu dan melihat tangan abiku telah tersimpul d'dada.
aku terdiam,terduduk d'tangga rumah.
ku melihat saudara ku menangis tetapi aku hanya terdiam.
aku mencari adik ku akan yang hilang bersembunyi.
terasa sayu aku membaca surah dan sayu lagi memandi kan ibu kuh dan lagi tersentuh melihat ibu kuh d'kapan kan.
ibu angkat ku yang rapat dari klang datang.
aku menerpa terus memeluk dengan penuh sayu.
ku tidak hirau orang yang memandang aku pada ketika itu.
2 kali aku mencium dahi dan pipi ibu ku sebelum d'tutup buat selama lamanya.
aku mengangkat keranda membawa k'kubur yang hanya 10 meter dari rumah.
pada waktu itu hujan gerimis yang ku anggap adalah rahmat.
aku,adik ku dan bapa ku berpelukan melihat ibu ku d'masuk kan ke liang lahad dan d'tanam kan.
pada malam itu...
selepas siang hari aku kaku,malam nya aku meraung sekuat hati.
menangis yang amat sangat,ibu saudara ku menagatakan.
"menagis lah hafiez,menangis lah puas2 selepas sinag hari engkau terdiam"
aku tertidur dalam pelukan adik ku.
pagi besok nya,adik ku menangis teresak-esak.
aku membawa nya k'kubur yang masih merah.
aku mententeram kn nya.
cikgu dan pengetua sekolah serta kawan asrama datang mengucap kan takziah.
walaupun selepas kenduri tahlil yang hari k'tiga.
aku merasa kan bahawa ibu ku baru sahaja meninggal kan aku petang hari nya.
sesungguh nya hidup tanpa ibu amat lah susah dan amat lah perit untuk aku tempuhi.
(al-fatihah)
ya allah,sesungguh nya aku lah hamba mu yang amat berdosa.
akan tetapi aku hanya meminta k'ampunan dari mu untuk mengampun kan dosa k'dua ibu bapaku.amin...
aku terasa kesal dan menyesal.
sewaktu ibu ku masih ada.
aku lupa kan hari lahir nya.
apatah lagi hari ibu.
pada d'luar sana,hormati lah ibu bapa anda.
aku menulis ini bukan untuk mengaharap simpati.
akan tetapi sebagai pedoman bagi s'sesiapa yang masih mempunyai ibu dan bapa.
aku menulis ini dengan penuh sebak mengalir air mata.
| at 4:37 AM
nak tahu?
funny xcident things an my life.
1) oneday,sayer baru pulang dari poli then tgh panas terik plus serabot macam
dan pelbagai hal dgn hal dgn 'u' lagi.so,mase otw balik! terasa sangat nak jerit!
so dengan pitching yang betol sayer menjerit words 'kusut' and noe what? t'rasa
banyak mata memandang! guess who? segerombolan student poli yang tengah berkawad!
hahaha!
shit!
2) gelak amat besar punya bila ada orang melepas ;)
3) banyak lagi but malas mahu taip :)
so,nak tahu just asking me.
about today!
jadual waktu yang amat sendat!
berjaya kuh harungi :)
hey,ada hero gadis dan gadis.
untung lah (jeles)
:p
final dah dekat tapi jadual exam ta dapat lagi!
hebat kan?
besok promiz sayer amik :)
weh,stay away from my stuff.
paham?
sabtu ahad d'rembau.
ada saper nak ajak sayer kuar?
hey,bila nak approve sayer?
PENAT TUNGGU NH.
dat's all.
ily.
| at 7:45 AM
hafiez.
mula kan hari anda yang indah dengan mendapat surat cinta.
haha!
sayang ko sendat lah polis.
muah!
f**k you.
melayang dua ratus.
ade saper nak payung.
then nak ke ping pong table.
but bola yer tiada.
bijak ta?
dah dapat bola net tiada.
pandai ta?
then sume dah complete table plak d'repair.
menyirap ta?
:) :) :)
bad day ryte.
then waiting someone yang tah mane hilang.
i'm hate waiting!!
hey,sekali ko sombong dengan aku.
sejuta aku sombong dengan d'kau :)
berambos..
ko menyalak depan aku eh?
tunggu aku mengucing dengan d'kau :)
fyi,aku memang pendendam.
;)
final dah dekat yukk!
| at 5:59 AM
gajah depan mata ta nampak!
kuman hujung laut nampak.
sumpah aku ta mintak belas kasih orang.
all on my own.
and this post from my own heart.
| at 3:22 AM
pelik!
bila sayer ade awek?
sumpah tiada.
paham boleh?
mane ade orang mahu sayer.
:)
weh,turn ko plak call aku tau!
rindu ko lah ;)
hey,thanx for your colour.
thanx a lot!
:)
um,manyak test lah!!!!!
happy yer :p
nasib baik ade bapak yang memahami.
(bapak saya)
:)
lot of smile have i made today :p
tired act.
bulan nh ade aper dgn sayer?
uh?
macam biasa saja bulan nh.
laen lah kalau macam dulu.
(mom)
......
saper je nak sambut bulan nh dgn sayer?
bapak?
tah engat keh tidak..
dh lh,i got my own.
ta begitu hafiez? :)
amin..
| at 10:26 AM
b ; what the funny things between us ?
g ; funny ? means ?
b ; the most funny things la when im with you
g ; makan ice cream comot kat bustand
b ; haha . lagi lagi ?
g ; nangis dalam kelas 5 zuhal
b ; ade lagi ?
g ; tak !
b ; saye plak! nak tau ? benda paling kelakar bile you kentot kuat busuk! haha
g ; haha memang sangat malu . jerk! lagi lagi ?
b ; when i slap you time tengok wayang tuh ! dari muke senyum terus muke chembeng ! haha
g ; haha . lagi lagi sayang ?
b ; when time date kat kelas then tyson datang bagitahu cikgu jalal nak jumpe. time tuh u gelabah nak mampos
g ; haha . betol2 . lagi2 ?
b; u tersepit kat ktm
g ; lagi2?
b ; u taknak sangat pakai baju sukan tapi i paksa malam tuh . then besok i gelakkan you . comel sangat !
g ; lagi you ?
b ; time kelas kite kat block form 3 . u nampak lipas . you dulu yang main hundred meter . haha
g ; i miss old time :(
=______________________________________________________='
lomo just t'kenang citer lama.
even dulu tuh dulu punyer citer lah.
could it turn again?
but i'm really miss lah.
dan zaman sekolah yang nakal.
| at 12:01 AM
um,nothing interesting about today.
but yesterday i'm shoping ;)
hey,dah beso lagi panjang ko eh!
haha!
now,aku xnak lah masok campur hal korang!
tapi aper yang aku nampak.
tah,pandangan aku la kan.
even A and B dah break up tpi aku tahu mesti diorang ader rasa sayang lagi.
aku tahu lah coz aku dah rase ;)
then si C nh ta payah nak masuk campur hal diorang.
jage kain sendiri sudah lah.
aku tahu si B nh ex si C .
ko nak C balik eh B?
pk lah kawan.
citer ko dah lame tamat la dgn dier.
baru hh aku tau pangai ko lah.
ko pon ade bgtau aku if A nd B break up ko nak si C balik.
tapi ko pk lah aper yang si B and si C nh pernah buat time diorang in relation.
paham maksod aku?
even aku skarang nh pon baru lah aku dapat xcept the fact.
bg aku.A and C berambos!
and si B bagi aku jerlah..
haha,gurau wok!
alang k'palang dah sampai bab cintan nh.
i'm wonder...
do love me?
still?
do you miss me?
still?
i miss old time.
| at 12:27 AM
Today,hari yang panas lagi palat kot.
now,aku dah tau 'teh real ko' so jage baek lah.
pasal benda bangang ko nak tarik mke eh?
yup,aku ngaku!
memang aku terajang ko but in slow motion.
tidak macam ko yang aku sedar kepala lutut ko kat kepala aku then siku ko kat mata aku.
panas ta aku eh?
bangang kan ko nak tarik mke pasal nh.
dah memang ko lasak!
susah lah mata bolat aku nak lelap.
buduh!
aku okay je pasal nh.
ko nak macam tuh?
go on,xder hal lah der.
aku panas pasal benda buduh nh ko nak kepoh orang!
ta puas hati face to face la gentle.
telo hilang eh?
okay then.
| at 1:12 AM
now.
lomo,hari nh suram kan?
apesal?
tah..
but yesterday was so great.
noe y?
i'm the champion of table tennis(ping-pong)
haha.
hey,thanx be with me in every stage till final.
hey,kawan.
yang penah menjadi pelengkap hidop kuh.
iky lah.
tgk whoot whoot tuh.
gelak besar sayer ;)
kucing yang pintar.
bukan gelak act,tersengih ;)
cara ko gelak,suara ko.
rindu act.
um,hey!
jangan nangis lagi okay?
i'll be there.
final dah dekat.
adus..
and 2 mei,telok kemang adanya majlis.
datang lah beramai dan ramai lagi.
i will be there.
insyaallah.
peace ;)
| at 9:05 AM
uh.....
lame sudah tidak ku update ini benda.
haha.
lot of test and kuiz.
best ta?
hey,tomorrow gonna be the best!
amin.
fanatik evisu jeans.
nak tahu?
u can google it.
pelik...
koment ta bukak lg tapi dah d'buka.
ajaib ta?
hey,perfect!
| at 5:59 AM
uh..
tinggal sorang?
peace kan? ;)
mereka balik sahaja terus m'buat ops rumah!
haha.
amat bersepah dan settle ;)
rajin ta? (contohi sikap adam dlm adam maya tv3)
;)
but last night,overnight!
hafiez,hakim,shukry..
memang best,haha!
macam macam citer.
eh,siang tadi tst math ok?
80 peratus je.
okay?
;)
hey,tamo gado lg lah!
gado dgn budak skolah aper kes?
kes buduh.
hey kawan,jangan la sombong doe.
ko tahu ta aku rindu ko?
lebih dari PLKN kn dah ta jumpa ko bam.
cehat ko kn.
;)
hey,
favorite girl it's you ;)
| at 12:24 AM
hafiez.
y?
tgk ko sejak 2 ary nh macam xder arah.
y?
tgk ko sejak 2 ary nh less smiley ;)
y?
tgk ko sejak 2 ary nh macam ta alu mkn.
y?
tgk ko sejak 2 ary nh hot tempered je.
y?
tgk ko sejak 2 ary nh kuat tacink je.
y?
tgk ko 2 ary nh ta bkak buku pun macam slalo.
y?
entah la,like sumthng not interesting.
but don't know why.
haha.
can you solve it?
hey,sabtu jadi keh?
jadi kot,tapi sorang jerlah.........................
nak ajak org tuh tapi mesti dier ta mahu.
so sorang jerla kot.......
hey hafiez,smile?
:)
| at 9:43 PM
now,subjek 'tidur terganggu'
haha.
all this cause of my housemate.
haha!
balik pukul 4 pagi macam nak wat party kat rumah.
ta nampak aku tgh mimpi keh?
uh..
xperlah,sayang kawan.
haha.
i'm still got you.
do you?
..............
hey,thanx for your colour again :p
sabtu ke mid!
shopping kot..
alone.
saper mahu teman?
| at 10:44 AM
i'm hate person like you.
swear stay away from me.
go away pls.
lost contact pon xde hal lah kot.
but i want to see ur face to face.
can?
ya.i miss you.
but i hate you.
simple as i'm stuck on you.
y uh?
every time t'engat je.
ko ade engat aku?
fitnah lagi ade kan?
:)
berambus la sundal.
bila nak ke klang lagi?
:p
today i'm much hot tempered.
y uh?
| at 7:04 PM
nothing.
just lil bit shocked.
all the best for her.
i know who am i and what gred i'm but oneday i will prove it.
haha.
chayok hafiez.
| at 9:50 PM
i will make my account for fb.
just wait.
ta sampai mase yer lagi coz i'm waiting sumthng to approving me.
wait.
:p
| at 9:20 PM
lomo.
semalam ramai kn ko tacink dgn org.
apesal uh?
haha.
tah la,abai kan jerla!
xde hal meyh.
ta tacink lagi eh?
okay.
achik spin dah tiada.
al-fatihah.
ary nh balik k'pd.
best kot :)
jumpa lagi budak palat.
aku dah tau palat ko macam mane so jage baek la der.
haha.
hafiez.
ble mahu shoping?
:-)
| at 9:11 PM
now,nak tahu?
d'rumah pak long sudah ada yer wifi dan ada yer saya d'sini utk m'wifi skali!
bole ta pak long?
:p
then,hey!
kalau tido bgatu lah.
xder lah sayer tinggal sorang.
kan?
um,this week balik ke rembau.
hug adik dan wan puas dan puas.
bapak bila nak balik ;/
| at 5:31 AM
now..
the test was so good.
maybe sayer nh kene study awal dan awal.
ta bole last minute.
coz loading kot :p
hey,thanx for ur color.
| at 11:41 PM
now lomo.
setelah sudah lame tidak update and now i'm here.
just bit busy kot.
penat dgn ping pong.
tau?
haha.
hey,ader orang jaoh datang pd.
nanti jumpe okay.
sejak menjak nh i'm feel so handsome.
haha.
siyes nh and xtau apesal.
apesal uh hafiez?
:p
and i meet wiith my old friends.
dari kecik lg kot.
from ms.
and her mom give me a call.
coz ibu yer best friends ibu sayer....
sumpah cemas.
tamo lost contact lg paham.
but i'm still looking for you.
dapat ta nanti?
hey,cepat la approve add aku.
rindu ko lah.
ehem..ehem..
i just got new phone memory.
so bye bye bye old memory and all history.
burn it.
final dah dekat.
stduy hafiez..
fiez..
iez..
lomo..
hamo..
:p
| at 2:32 PM
hey,tahu n9 menang?
haha.
penonton yang amat setia dikaca tv.
eh,then terus ke seremban but b4 that teman fadzrin berjumpa gadis nya.
minum dan borak.
wei,awek ko mmg top.
jage elok elok yer kawan.
t'rase rindu nak berbelangkas.
haha.
then terus ke seremban and b'sepah org kat citu.
ade yang merempit,merom** dan ade yang harok pikok.
lagi lagi yang baru balik dari stadium.
after pick up dato halim anak yer kamaron,kami terlihat adegan aksi kejar dan tangkap mat rempit nh.korang nak arwah eh?
haha.
otw balik k'pd kami berborak sakan.
lagi pasal pompuan.
adoi,semak!
sampai ke rumah terus update blog dan bantal terus miss call.
bye :p
| at 11:25 PM
now,about today and last night.
was great.
noe y?
last night i'm watching semerah cinta stilleto.
hahaha.
hati tisu sayer nh.
cuci mata dalam wayang mmg best!
diorang ta paham tuh jalan citer yer.
kan? :p
stiileto mmg agak best.
storey about person that born with silver spoon and some guy with simple life.
lisa suriani kot was there :p
hey,that gurl was really low profile person nak d'banding kan thier parents.
yang just relax nak k'mane.
bole cari macam dier?
| at 3:24 AM
Ain't nobody love you like I love you
You're a good girl and that's what makes me trust ya
Late at night, I talk to you
You will know the difference when I touch you.
now,bapak.
tidak mahu pindah boleh?
dah lah dulu tinggal kan klang.
now nak tinggal kan n9?
cheras aper ade?
uh..........
| at 2:44 AM
today.
act,ponteng kelas pahi tdi coz penat kot.
:p
hey,pernah texting ur parents like ur texting ur girl or ur boy?
that happen to me.
y?
coz we are far away to far to long.
so who have their parents.
take a really good care of them.
| at 4:12 AM
uh?
what is this uh?
got new lover?
gila dah keh aku nh?
tah ble kaler tah i got new lover.
sumpah tiada.
for what lg pon.
eh,IF ade pon why not?
dlu when i'm try to get close to you back.
what you did back?
uh?
full gentle la aku,but what?
dulu tuh dulu yer citer.
okay then,let's see.
and full jantan la aku bgatau if a i got lover.
important,no love.
| at 2:11 AM
hye,i miss my old family.
what i meant my whole family sit together and have a conversation.
nice family right.
tapi..
sekarang dah tak macam dulu.
xperlah hafiez.
ade hikmah nanti.
amin,but i'm promise.
when i'm get married.
i will make a lot of time with my family.
take a very good care of my family.
as a leader right?
kurang kan panas baran okay hafiez?
ta panas pon act,just time mengamok ader orang yang tertentu sahaja yang tahu!
siapa tahu?
haha.
i'm promise about that.
| at 1:14 AM
today.
was a great day maybe.
eh,hate my fiends sorang nh.
this iswhat i get back.
okay then,no more after this.
hye,my game was so good.
what i mean is pingpong.
next week ade game la.
wish me luck yer.
hye,wake up me in the morning lagi eh?
that all for today.
now what,i'm a party lover.
:p
| at 3:08 AM
petikan dari blogger boy 8tv.
(dengan apa yang kita pernah miliki dan pernah ada and of coz i will fight for you back)
i'm JUST like that words.
blogger boy follower.
| at 2:59 AM
Me plus you, I'ma tell you one time
One time, one time.
hye today!
seperti biasa kot,but the test suck kot!
memang sayang lect tuh.
and then assignment pon ta sentuh lagi!
hafiez,ko tau ta final bulan depan?
sedar kan?
hafiez said back!
yup,aku sedar la!
study la nh.
nak sampai aku ta tido eh?
gila!
hye,lagu cinta gila memang best!
and then,she texting me!
all the best for you okay!
nothing more interesting about today.
hye beaut,give me a call tonight.
thanx for coloring my life.
| at 4:42 AM
and now!
nak tahu?
jumaat and sabtu also ahad!
sayer nh pulang sekejap k'tempat lama.
that is klang!
amat rindu lagi sebak!
tiap rumah yang kami pernah duduk,sayer pergi jengok!
hey,pokok yang dulu tanam dah besar dan panjang!
haha!
then first friend i met is syawal.
even dulu pernah dier makan kaki sayer(kids storey)
and then ke rumah ibu angkat tpi ibu ke mekah utk umrah!
pray for her safety.amin!
then terus pusing dan pusing sampai k'jj!
penat?
beratur lame utk tiket kl drift bersama org tersayang!
haha!
then terus ke pizza.
muak act!
then meet my old friends that is faiz!
mmg comle ko lah!
others tah ble nak jumpa.
then got personal reason(went to his house kot)
then malam melepak berkuah kan roti d'canai!
after midnight,pergi ke satu tempat yang mmg hot kot!
(bufday party)
act,atas permintaan kawan lama!
eh,korang mmg hot!
sumpah ta tipo.
so follow sajalah!
then take a dance kot.haha!
eh,jangan buat sayer cair d'sini bole?
joget jaoh joah la sayang! iskh..
then borak sampai ke jam 5 kot!
tidak akan kuh lupa kamo.
am i melt?
dah nak subuh kan?
so balik lah!
then ke ahad dah pulang k'pd!
i will give u a call.
| at 12:37 AM
now,it's starts when we are going kl for fun kot!
haha!
noe what?
mmg frust ble butik tuh totop!
shit!
while we all walk away.
guess what?
i meet her again.
wanda.lawa eh you skarang!
susuk?
haha.
then ke danau kota!
lot of things but i'm got nothing.
sampai ke pd terus tidur dan mimpi :p
eh you,bufday u ary nh?
bkan besok?
btw,happy bufday yaw.
and all the best for you.
| at 2:39 AM
hye!
nak tahu?
semalam the day i like most!
noe why?
i meet back my old friends.
3 years ta jumpa lah!
he is muhaimin.
tinggi eh ko skarang!
he came to pd for vacation and terus la berjumpa.
after take a heavy dinner then terus ke snooker atas permintaan yer.
cun la ko!
haha!
then ke batu 4 utk over the night then sampai terjun ke laut pukul 5 pagi!
imagine that?
then pukul 6 kami pulang!
friends ur best!
kimsalm parents ko yer and kawan yang ko bwk tuh :p
terus tido ke ary nh.
tired ;p
| at 8:21 AM
ok ok.now enuf okay!
aku kan ku pegang ayat ko ituh.
after this don't said i'm not gentle enuf okay.
sumpah demi allah i'm white flag!
u noe the way i promiz ryte.
bye bye and bye.
btw,all the best for you okay.
really 0-0 la yer.
u want it then take it.
pls jangan tanyer kalo sayer nh menghilang!
okay?
eh,awk! u! kamo! kamu!
stayawayfrommepls?
semak la korang!
xnak ikat t'ikat nh paham?
for you - fuck you bitch!
| at 2:38 AM
now,cuti a week nh mmg la bored!
t'perap saja di'rumah! shit! just tunggu hari akan datang iaitu hari sabtu :p
jelai memang hot! haha.after meet some friends yang memang lama ta jumpa!
also PLKN friends :p then dari jelai terus ke seremban utk bbq d'rumah jaga banker.
lawa motor ko doe.tunggu aku yer kuar eh? tapi 'dier ta besdgn moto' huhu!
fresh air babe!
then terus pulang ke rembau melepak d'kedai makan teha sampai pengsan!
eh,ko! nak engat tuhan yang satu tuh leh?
aku nak ceramah aku pon memang ta bagus macam ustaz kat surau tuh!
TAPI,aku tau lagi jalan mana aku lalu.aku tau lg dosa berat dosa ringan!
senang citer aku tau la mane laki mane pompuan! tau lagi mane jantan then mane betina!tau lagi mane keris mane penyarung! ko tau ta citer zaman nabi pasal hubungan sejenis tuh? d'laknat kan? so think.jangan la malu kan aper yang ta patot d'malu kan! u make me mad!! ko nak kencing aku yang kaki kencing nh pasal phone tuh? silap la ko.jangan sampai minah perasa keras tuh dan dengan ko skali aku balun.tacayer? try la.tgk msj aper sampai kat parents ko! aku bkan gertak just tc kan ko.pk lah bodoh! memang bodoh la ko nh! tuh la,pandai mane pon mesti ade buduh yer.so ko jangan macam tuh okay? aku sayang ko lah!
| at 7:53 PM
ko mmg dh ta amik pot pasal aku lg eh?
uh?
ta amik pot pasal terlantar duka suka aku lg eh?
like i tc about you.
okay!
fine lah!
0-0 okay.
'i end it right now'
salam
| at 8:13 AM
life?
there is something.
about my life.
my self.
i'm here as a will for my parents.
my friends.
my love.
what the way i'm gonna tell a storey about this?
i'm alone.
just let you all know that i'm got g6pd.
about white blood cells.
it's decreasing.
i'm got a years or couple years to stay to what i'm staying.
i'm sorry to what i've done in my life.
i love my parents.
i miss mom.
i rock my dad.
i hug my lil brother.
i hold my love.
even it's now a memory.
but let me tell you who read this post.
i love my old love.
i mean fana.
i love fana.
swear i do.
till this second only she.
but i don't know the way it's.
i'm not give up.
just xnak terluka lagi.
not mean i'm not gentle.
i'm doing all the way.
'ily' i know it's just a words.
tpu berat sangat ke nak taip words tuh?
or ego?
ego pls stayaway pls.
not once you doing all this.
think pls.
berat lg keras kpale tuh kan.
tah lah!
i need you!
i harap sangat kiter macam dulu.
u know why i nak sangat and u now kn the rezen i ta cari yang laen.
i'm not that type.
fana,iloveyou.
kalau umo i panjang..
i want be wit u.
kalo x,hope u are happy.
bkn i xnak start texting you.
tpi when i'm texting you and what you do?
u perli i.
u hanjing kan i.
terhegeh i nh fana?
penah u pk i ble u cmtuh?
ego pls stayaway.
do you noe sebak i when just a week we break up u tayang sume yang ade.
i tot i've made you.
i'm wrong kn.
ade u pk?
iloveyou fana.
i harap jodoh kiter ade.
amin.
but if ade peganti i.
tell me.
even i ta sanggp.
but i redha as long ur happy.
da lh.
ade jodoh ade.
xde jodoh x..
iloveyoufana.
all this the truth of my heart!
not a sweewtalker.
and hafiez!!!
pls study!
for future.
smile ta cepat tua kan? :p
| at 2:15 AM
okay.
my phone?my sim?my memory card?adoi!nh sume pencuri yer pasal.nasib lah baek dpt ko wahai bangsa india.haha.then about you yaw? okay let's see.puas sudah lah sayer nh b'hati terbuka!gentle lg kn? haha.enough yaw! pendek kater aku dah pandang **** lah.haha! lantak la after this ape nak jadi.i'm missing you and always keep trying looking for you but this wat i get? it's worth? xkan? so berambos pls.stayawayfrommepls? not once you to this to me.get lost pls? jap,yang laen ade? pray yg laen tuh ta kena macam sayer nh! amin.ape pon 0-0 okay? all the best for she.and i miss she! dat's all!then about the way my life and it's awesome.haha! thanx gurls!payung pizza lg okay? best! now phone dalam genggaman pak polisi!a week baru dapat blik kot!okay la kot,you! sorry ta reply text u eh then pick up call u!
mintak maap awal nh,tamo kene marah lah! okay.enough!
| at 2:25 AM
kacang parang!
i hide you.
kacang kuda!
i warn you.
obat nyamok!
i tide you.
obat gegat!
i bite you.
haha.
nak?
life jus awesome.